Dear sweet girl, I will pray for you. What you are going through is typical for teenagers, but that does not make it easier I know. Do as others said, get on you knees and accept Jesus if you have not already. Go to a good church. READ THE BIBLE, and He will minister to you. I am a man in my fifties with three girls of my own. Also, I was lonely too when I was a kid even in college. IT DOES GET BETTER, MUCH BETTER. Thank you for letting us pray for you. Do you see how many people there are who have looked at this. They are concerned for you and are praying for you. So smile little girl.