Amen i agree for u! maybe there's a good church nearby that has youth groups u can connect w/ theyre always doing fun things & even go on mission trips. As a gramdma i experience the same rejection from friends/family i thought cared enof for me but when i really needed them they flaked out. i guess older people experience that too & even more so i know the pain! We just have to find a way to connect w/our peers who can help us & not hurt us. U still got ur whole life ahead of u live it to the fullest & be a friend to someone u know is feeling the same. Out of my desperation i connected w/the wrong person now im paying the price w/this monster. Hes next door & wont leave me alone out of his lonliness, now he has no life. We all need someone who really cares. So I pray u make rite choices here, keep reaching out! Bless u sweetheart & keep the faith!