I have a phone, it never rings, i rarely get a text. I had a lot of friends and life was okay until i moved to another state. Now i lost contact with my friends, i have no friends here and i also go to online school..So i sit in the house all day by in my bedroom and i never come out unless i have to pee or eat. . . It is depressing my boyfriend from where i am from hurt me badly and didn't care, he completely stopped talking to me , cheated on me and didn't care at all. Every guy i talk to just wants to have sex with me or have naked pictures from me..They say im "sexy" and beautiful and all of these things that don't flatter me. I feel like there is something BIG missing in my life i want friends and happiness i don't want to be hurt anymore..All of my life i have been hurt by people. And the people that do talk to me i feel like they're not worth the conversation. I just want a good life... please pray for me to break out of my shell, out of my depression i am only 16 and im turning 17 in November i made this plan to have a fun time in my hometown with close friends and now i feel suddenly out of nowhere that i can not trust my friends, that i don't have any friends...that i will never be able to make real friends. Some of these friends ive had since i was 6years old...and i don't trust them i feel alone all of a sudden like no one cares about me.. Its like things never change, i pray and pray for things to change...and life is still in the same place. I live with my grandmother and it seems like she cant afford anything i am dancing now and i wanted some dancing gear and then she shoots me down (not in a mean way) and that ruins my whole mood to do anything. Any little thing will make me upset and ruin my ambition and energy.. i cry 5-10 times a day and think to myself why me?....please pray for me and i'm sorry if i sound ignorant or full of it but im not, im speaking from my heart.