I've been struggling with depression for some time. I've never gone through with anything and up until recently, it's always been just a little thought at the back of my head I'd think nothing of. However, lately, the thoughts have been getting stronger and stronger and they're getting the way of my relationship with God. Any prayers would be helpful. I'm lonely and i haven't got any luck with the opposite gender. Boys I like just don't like me I guess. And I can't cry. I know it's a strange request, but I want to cry. I guess I just need to let it all out, but...I can't. Any help, even just one prayer, will be much appreciated. It's hard for me to ask for help, but I know I need it. I feel like I'm drowning and I can't get above the surface. Thank you.