Dear Mark,
We are in the exact same boat, i actually got to be so depressed yesterday, and this verse came to me:
Verse: John 16:24
But now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy may be full and complete.

- Often we never bother to ask God for anything.
- Sometimes we ask God for our desperate needs only.
- God's desire is that our joy will be full and complete.
- The issue is that now we must ask and keep on asking.

PRAYER: Lord, it is wonderful to know that Your desire for me is that my joy would be full. I want to take this moment to bring my requests and petitions to You! I look forward to the day when my joy will be full because of the wonderful ways in which You have come through for me! Amen.

Mark, let us pray for one another, our Father in Heaven is a God of love, Nothing we do can change the love he has for us. Nothing is impossible, blessings and breakthroughs are on the way.
On that we agree in Prayer, humbly before our Heavenly Father and Creator to whom nothing is impossible.