Cheyenne, I am standing in prayer for you. I am so sorry that you are going through this and that you are facing this kind of anxiety and pain. Of course anyone would understand why you would be stressed out, scared or confused. Please know that God has you. He has you. I pray in Jesus Name for your relationship with your boyfriend, I pray for strength and all good things including love and patience, I pray that The Lord leads you both to knowing what is according to His Will. I pray that He gives you such overwhelming signs that neither of you have any doubt. I pray that The Holy Spirit leads you in prayer, I pray that you 2 pray together. I pray for your relationship with your Dad and your Family, that he sees that he hurt your feelings and although he might not have meant to for him to be more sensitive to your feelings in Jesus Name. I pray for you to graduate with wonderful grades and that all stress, worry, confusing, fear and all things that are not of Our Lord is removed from you now in The Name of Jesus. I pray for peace, joy, happiness and faith that is overwhelming, knowing that what He leads you to doing is the right thing. I pray for clarity and for your cup to overflow. For all mentioned Lord and for Your Daughter's peace of mind and heart we pray in The Name of Jesus Our Lord. Amen. I am also sending this prayer request out to my prayer circle. God love you and please keep us posted.