I have been having rough days in my life..I will be graduating from college in 9/10 months and I had wanted to get a job and save up until I'm ready to move out and I am under a lot of pressure due to my boyfriend. He wants me to move down to South Carolina with him because he will not move up to the state I am in. So basically if I don't move, we won't be together. It hurts me a lot and I shouldn't be under so much pressure and anxiety.
I spoke to my dad about moving out, (I didn't say why) and he wasn't nice about it at all. He pulled a bunch of childish things that you wouldn't do. Then he laughed about it when I got scared.
I don't know what to do. He told me basically I'll never be anything and that I won't do good in the big city. I told my boyfriend what my dad did and in turn, that scared him so he doesn't know what's going on and is confused. I don't know what to do. I really need God' help...I want to get a good job, and keep my boyfriend.
I am afraid he won't wait for me, and he will leave me. However, he told me he won't leave yet and will leave in God's hands. I don't know if he means it or not..
I don't know what to do, I'm confused and hurt. I have no support with my family to move, be independent, or be anything in life. Please lend your prayers to me, I need all the help I can get. I feel a father should be supporting me instead of crashing my dreams...
I pray the Lord will help me and guide me in the right direction in life. and mend the relationship with my boyfriend and we will stay together.