Hello, my name is Chyna, Im 25 years old and I suffer from depression. At first, I had no clue what was wrong with me. I was more sad, didnt want to be around anyone (still dont), I just want to be left alone, but Im afraid. Its crazy the way I think and its tearing me apart. My faith is slipping and alot of times I feel as if God as abandoned me. I just want to be free of this madness. Im scared of myself because I dont think I should be alive, and thought about taking my own life. I dont want to tell my mom because she wouldnt understand me. She'll think im crazy. I tried praying myself, but im weak at it. My faith is weak. Im weak. And I hate the feeling. Please, someone pray for me. Ask God to lift this burden off my soul, because I want to be happy in Him. God Bless