My heart breaks for you. I too was raped. It was my first sexual experience with a man and I was 16 years old. I didn't tell anyone for a very long time. I was very embarrassed. He was my then boyfriend. Our stories differ because I didn't become pregnant. I pray that The Lord heal you from the top of your head to the soles of your feet, that He takes your heart, spirit and all that makes you who you are, Sweet Vanessa, and restores all back to you that you lost from this rape. It is a very tramatising. I bless you for not aborting your child. This is something The Lord does not like for children are Miracles and considering the way you became pregnant people would understand why you would not want to go through with the pregnancy but you did and that to me makes you a true Saint and child of God. I pray that your baby is healthier then any of our prayers could ever pray for, I pray you are blessed with keeping him, for I know you would me an amazing Mother, and I pray that there are so many blessings poured out upon you, your child and your Family that you will never be able to contain them in this lifetime nor the next. God bless you and please keep us posted.

Love Always,
Brandie aka LordINeedYouNow