All my hopes are being crushed right now I wanna just kill myself im so hurt im sick and cant get the medical help I need my husband dosent make enough to cover the bills food stamps didnt give enough money at times we didnt eat I cant work right now due to my health why so much pain? Im so down and out I have been waiting on a change but no change yet im torn I think about killing myself at times my husbands so depressed he wants to turn to loan companies which will cause more problems we dont have romantic times anymore due to my health my life hurts