I have gone through more in the last eight months than some people go through in years. A car wreck, a terrible illness, my daughter in and out of the hospital, debt with no support from daughher father of my children, the lose of a love and good friend, surgery on my daughter, death of family members and divorce of my parents. Now its just little things like my daughter being sick and my washer breaking and my ribs cracking. It never gets better. And through all this the man i love has come back but only slightly. I need him so day much. I pray everyday all day and I pray for others as well. On top of this i have ms.

I need a break i need some peace and love in my life. I need some joy and a partner. I want that partner to be the man I love. I pray God will show him what is important in life. I dont understand why some people i know do bad things and have such a good life and i try to be a good person and bad things happen to me. Why is that?