Romans:4.16 So people recieve Gods promise by having faith.

Romans:5:3-4 And we also have joy with our troubles because troubles produce patience, and patience produce character and character produces hope and hope will never disappoint us because God has poured out his love to fill our hearts.

Psalm 34:18 The Lord is near to the broken hearted and saves the crushed in spriit.

I know it is hard during this time for you I am going through struggles my self and feel so defeated at times. Try to remain patient and find joy in the little things in life while you wait for your break through. God will come through. When he does make sure to thank him and praise him and tell others of what he has done for you. I will keep you in my prayers and keep us updated.