Paula hold on things will get better. Tim sounds like he is not right for you and you deserve better than that. You will find someone that will love you for just being you. You need to respect yourself alittle more and to stop putting yourself through this. I know how you feel as i am having to deal with a similar problem myself. Remember you will always be the mother to your children noone can take that from you and they will come to you in there own time. Hold tight to your faith and remember there are millions of people out there that love you and millions more that want to.

Please lord give paula strength in this situation place a hedge of protection around her. Guide her on her path. Show her the joys of life. We ask this in the name of jesus christ our saviour. Thank you lord. Amen.