Hi, Paula. I am so sorry to hear you had a hard night. I had a very hard week last week so I do know how it feels. God brought me through and the sun is shining again and HE's doing the same for you. I continue to pray for you and your children, for your relationship with them and for you to get them back sooner then we can ever expect. I also pray for you and Tim, for healing and whatever is coming between you to be resolved. For you to see each other through The EYES of OUR LORD and for you to see yourseleves through HIS EYES. For you to remember the reason you fell in love to begin with. I pray for your job relationships and everything that is wearing on your heart, for peace, love, your Spirit, emotions and for you to be blessed with a Therapist who is meant for you and you also can afford, one in the same Sweet Lord. I don't know if you ever called Love Lines but it helps talking to Christian Counselors who will listen to you and pray with you, and even at times give you advice, but they are always willing to listen, encourage and pray. Here's the number 612-379-1199. Prayerfully talking to them at least helps until you have someone to meet with face to face, if that is your hearts true desire. Also Churches help when you need someone to talk to as well, you should call your Church or even another Church if you don't want to go to your own and see if they can help. All is well, Sweet Paula. You are loved by us and we want nothing more then your happiness and this storm to pass you by. In Jesus Name. Hang in there. It will get better.