Fellow christians. I have been happily married for 7 years with a beautiful women and have to georgeous kids. I have everything i can ask for in life. Still, 5 week ago on a trip with friends a commited a horrible sin when i took the choice to cheat on my wife. Since that minute i have been filled with fear, anxiousnes and shame. I regret sooo much. I could not live with this in my consiousnes so I confessed it all for my wife last week.... Of course she is now suffering and find it hard to see a future with me, to ever love me again and not at least trust me. On top off all this I fear that i might have caught HIV from this insident. I have seen several symptoms related to this virus. I had a blood test done last week and will get the result this coming wednesday. Please give me a minute and pray for me and my family. That i will pass the test, that God will forgive me these sins snd that this was for me a wake up call and a chance to start from scratch again being a trustful and caring father and husband. Please also pray for my wife and that she must find strenght to carry on under these circumstances. I am so thankful for your prayers and hope for Gods blessing. Bless you all.....