yesterday the devil was attacking me again. i came home and those that i was talking to made me realize i have not many friends, and no life. my sister was in dominican republic (i am in connecticut) she is there getting ready for my niece's wedding. any how she was talking to me via chat and said go out and have fun with people. etc. and then she proceeded to tell me all the older people (80 plus) to go out with. then my aunt who is 83 called and did the same thing. etc. then tim my ex called to tell me about an accident he had at work. all i wanted to do was go give him a hug and make him feel better. he had his phone off and did not want to talk to anyone. well the jest of this prayer request is to be on bended knee to make me happy and have a better 2011. i want timothy back and remove all woman from his life especially karen. and i want my kids back they will be 17 in sepetember and they can come home if they want to. i have not heard from my daughter in a week. not even a short e-mail to say i love u nothing. i have really not had anyone say i love u in a long time and really mean it. please pray for my loneliness and more. i am so depressed now. and i am still trying to look for a therapist. if anyone knows of one please let me know. seems like everyone in my life always yells at me, belittles me or reminds me that i have noone in my life. in jesus precious name i pray to God please God let me get my family back home with me where they belong, timothy, richard, rachel and paula be a family again.