please pray for me. i just woke up with a bad dream and night. yesterdaY was saturday and i had a fight with my friend and he was yelling at me again. did not see tim or hear from my kids. noone called me was all alone again. then i had a bad dream i dreamed that i was with my kids and yelling again. seems like i feel like i am not good enough for anyone. did nothing yesterday but gym, cleaned yard and went for a walk. noone called or cared. miss tim and hate being lonely please pray that something good will happen for me. pray for my job, my house to keep it, and my car, and that tim will come back to me and remove Karen from his life and all other girls. i miss him. i miss someone saying what r u doing i miss u and love u. noone not even my kids say thay love me and not me nor God. noone cares. please pray that 2011 is better for me. in jesus precious name amen