I am having such a hard time understanding why the wicked prosper and sometimes no matter how much you pray Gods word and commit to him, it feels as if though christians are no longer just praying with hope, but begging God to help them. The devil gives so freely and he mocks and laughs at christians who wait patiently in tears, while the wicked live comfortably enjoying all their sinful ways in life. I know the bigger picture is heaven, but didn't God give his one and only son so that we may live life to the fullest? Please forgive me God but Satan is really attacking my beliefs right now with unanswered prayer for a LONG time and I know what I have been praying for is your will, after all you gave your one and only son so that we may have eternal life, or does it not matter if we pray for that or not because you will only save who you want to anyways?