Dear Lord,

I have been married for 20 years and with my husband for 25. A year ago he contacted an old friend/flame from his younger years. He said he never meant for anything to happen but as they talked about her horrible life and marriage it then hurt ours. He moved out 8 months ago and talks to her everyday on the phone. Once a month flies to the state she lives in for 3 to 5 days and comes back. He said he loves me but he is in love with her. She is his happiness and the right one for him. He does not want to hurt me or the kids and he is nice about what and how he does things. He believes that if he is truly sorry and asks God to forgive him and not do it again but stay with her he will be forgiven. He is addicted to this other women, she has some kind of pull on him that he can not let her go. There were times he tryed to come back but said he just cant do it and it would not be fair to me or him. I have prayed for over a year but he still carries the feeling for this women. I dont know what to pray anymore I have prayed it all. I prayed for God to distroy the path he and his lover are on. I prayed for God to let him feel the burden deep down and eat him alive everyday of his life. I prayed for him to have no rest or peace with what he has done. I pray for him to not sleep at night and wake up for no reason. To feel alone, sad and miss me and his kids. He has flet everything and still continues, he is right and everyone else is wrong. I pray for God to take his selfishness away, to bring him back to the church, everything. I have yelled at God knowing it is not his fault but asking why....... Please restore my marriage, take the bonds of satan out of his mind,heart and soul. To feel the burden everyday and break his heart for me and his kids, to distroy the path they are both on soon, to not let him feel the love for her anymore to miss and feel it for me and his kids. Please pray for our family! PLease send our family a miracle soon God, we all need you. Thank you and I love you!!!!!! He was once realizing it but now everytime he goes another peace of him is left there and we lose another peace here. My faith is weak, I feel like giving up. I love God and I love my Husband and our kids. Please help us, help our marriage to stay together. Thank you, Amen