I continue to pray. Paula, I came to God one day, after calling the man I love and the conversation not going in the way I would have liked. I said, "Lord, what do I do?" Then I heard in my mind "Be still and know I am God." I knew of Peace be still and know I am God but never Be still and know I am God. I said ok. Lord, I will be still, not contact him anymore, just get me through the moments, hours and then today, just get me past today without calling and then The Lord and I took it day by day. I stopped calling, ended up hearing hom him. When God saw it fit. so I tell you, Sister, Be still and know HE IS GOD! He wants us to wait on Him, it's hard but trust that He will come through for you. Just one day at a time. God bless your Relationship, Family and job. Paula, I am sure when Tim gets a chance to miss you he will call and you staying away and waiting on God it will happen. Don't be hard on yourself though, if you call a few times anyway, eventually you will stop, have peace and God will be able to do what He needs to in order to answer your prayers.