thank you i will call them tonite when i get home from work. i still need prayer. i call tim too much and he is very distant to me. i want him back in my life so much it hurts. it hurts to have a one sided love. i called my son too about the tornadoes in our area, should have called my daughter because the tornadoes were in massachusetts where she is. they all 3 dont want to talk to me or care about me 21 years of being 2gether with tim and 13 for the kids and they all hate me. so depressed i think of tim all the time at work this is not healthy as he does not really care about me. thanks all for your prayers. pray for my job still i had 2 people at work yell at me again. one even went to boss to tell boss i was butting into a conversation she was having with another coworker. i was by the guys desk doing work. dont know y people hate me. please help tell me what i am doing wrong God that my life is in so much pain.