Oh my God it has been a year now since my dog Feisty died. After her death it seems everything has gone down hill. Sure, I have a nice place to live that with Feisty I could never have. But, I am sad she is no longer with me. God only knows how much I miss her. She was all I had left after my Mom passed away in 2007. I miss them both very much and sometimes I wish it were me who died. I feel lost with no direction, or which way to go.

Then there is the situation with finding a way to fix my van by finding a place to work on it, because I cannot work on it where I live. And even if I do what needs to be done, will it work? It needs new brakes, front and rear and new front tires. So much needs to be done with no money to do it with. I cannot afford to get another vehicle. I can’t even afford to fix the one I have right now.

Oh my God please hear my cries as I come before you asking for a way for it to be done. And for the distant future to find a way for me to own my own house so I can have another dog to keep me company and love me as much as Feisty did, and the right companion would be nice too.

In Your Name Jesus, I pray.