I have such a heavy heart that sometimes I feel I'm going to have a heart attack and lose my mind. This is all due to my son Michael, who got divorced, lost his job and now is just working part time to make a few ends meet and when I talk to him he sounds like he is drunk and always says I don't want you to worry about me. I am praying and fasting but the Lord seems to be working only in His time and I don't see any improvement in my son, although a few months ago he was coming to church. Some days I just feel that I want to die. My husband passed away 2 1/2 years ago and at times I feel that the Lord took him to spare him the pain that my son is causing me. Any prayers are greatly appreciated. Thank you to all.