I too know how you feel, i pray every night that lord will help heal my depression and broken heart. That he would return the person to my life that i love so much, who is also the mother to my daughter. All i know that is the lord is working in our favour to bring us the best for us and he will show us the way in the time that we need to be shown. I will pray in the father, the son and the holyspirit that the lord will show you the path to your happiness and he will help heal your depression.