MY BABYS DAD AND I SPLIT WHEN I WAS ONLY 12WKS PREGNANT AND I WAS FORCED TO GO THRU THE PREGNANCY ALONE.I WENT THRU SO MUCH WITH THIS PREGNANCY:WAS IN THE HOSPITAL QUITE A BIT AND HE WAS NOT EVEN THERE WHEN SHE WAS BORN.I SUFFERED SO MUCH WHEN HE DECIDED IT WASNT WORKING OUT BUT THRU ALL THAT I WAS NEVER ABLE TO LET HIM GO.I LOVE HIM STILL SO MUCH BUT I OFTEN PRAY TO GOD TO GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO SEE AND KNOW WHAT IT IS IM SUPPOSE TO DO.I OFTEN CRY BECAUSE I FEEL IT WAS MY FAULT BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART I GAVE MY LOVE AND SUPPORT TO THE RELATIONSHIP.ITS GOTTEN TO WHERE IVE BECOME SO DEPRESSED AND HAVE BEEN PUT ON MEDICATION...I PRAY EVERY NITE FOR THE LORD TO HELP ME THRU THIS