Steve read the book of Psalms or the book of 1st John for now to calm your hurting spirit. We all go at one time or another through doubts and fears. Remember God is always by your side for he never leaves us nor forsake us. Keep on praying and if you can listen to some Christian music do that too. Don't concentrate in the book of Daniel or Revelations so much, for no matter what as long as we are ready we don't have to fear nor care when that time will gets here. The bible tells us that, not even the angels in heaven know the time or day of his return, so much less can we.
Lord take away the doubts and fears that Steve has, may feel the joy of his salvation overflowing his soul. I pray this in Jesus name, amen.