I’ve been trying to conceive a child and after three medical procedures, I am waiting on a miracle. I had my left ovary removed 2 years ago due to a ruptured cyst. I pray for God's mercy & healing to embrace and engulf me. I fight daily to not be resentful of those with children. My heart breaks when I see people who have kids & I think why not me? I ask what I have done wrong. I find myself crying everyday since I decided to endure this process. My soul aches and I feel as though I have fallen outside of God's grace at times, though I know in my heart he still loves me. It is a struggle to maintain my faith in God. I recently started going back to church. My work schedule did not permit me to do so, but I am making up for lost time. I read my digital Bible and I pray constantly for salvation and deliverance from my circumstances. I ask for peace with what I am enduring. I’m 31 and healthy and the doctor's visits, fertility drugs and medical procedures are draining my bank account. I can't continue this costly process. I pray for God to deliver me. I pray for my prayer to be answered.