Thank those that have prayed for me on this and I would like to ask for you to continue praying for me .. I have realized that every time I get this close to God and on the right path ... Satan tempts me .... I have fought temptation the last cpl days thanks to the strength given to me from God.. Temptation from old flames / friends etc. that seemed to come out of the shadows I want to thank you for praying and Thank God for allowing me to see these things Satan is trying against me as they are and not be distracted... I know that my love for this woman is real and yet I also know that regardless of the Love I have developed for her ... it has to be her will to be with me as well God gave us all free will to chose our paths and Ultimately I know if I stay on the right path and Let go and Let God lead me I wont lose a friend .. I may not gain a lover.. even as much as it wold hurt if that dosent happen I know that God will give me strength and understanding and I pray that God's Will be done in my life so that I can be a blessing to others