Jesus calls you son. Son you have a father who has adopted you into his family. He love you more than words can tell. Jesus never wastes a wilderness experience, like Moses, Joseph, Abraham, and other bible mentors. When you feel alone, you are not really alone. The devil would have you believe the lie that no one cares, but they do. The devil fights those who are the greatest threat to him and his kingdom. You have such great value and worth to the Lord. I myself have felt your pain. Take courage my son, Be strong in the Lord and in the power of his might. Your lusts are based on hormones and hormone levels are stong in a boy of your age. Just don't bother with those thoughts for they lead to sin. Focus on what is important. Focus on your values. Get physcially active and wear yourself out so you can resist these temptations. James 4 v 7. Most importantly son, don't give up. The devil seeks to steal, kill and destroy, don't let him.

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Call a youth pastor, join a bible study, and join a youth group in your local church. Surround yourself with others by reaching out to them, let them love you and welcome you into the fold.