please pray for direction lord heavenly father what do you want me to do ill do what you want me to go to ocean beach and ask people to go to churcneedh why are my christian friends trying to stop me from bringing people to the lord im not going to stop please lord fix this for the sake of your homeless weery children in ocean beach. please i need answeres and a hedge of your devine protection i know you love me father i love u too im sorry for the way i feel inside but i hate yhis world and satan im sorry forgive me for wanting to die and go to heaven i still feel the same because every where i go im persecuted by even my christain friend or im always wrong and there right and there so above me and im nothing or i cant do anything right its likeim in spiritual battle every second minut of the day 365 days a year its everybodys way im like seethrought im very very very very tired i cant take it any more and i have to deal with 10 christian girls 21 andunder im sleeping on the couch my jessy and jacki are staying with my cousin ashley and there turning against me so im in a lot of pain please father tell me what you want me to do i need some kind of direction all i want to do is serve you lord and nothing to do with this world i just want to love you father pleaSE FORGIVE FOR WANTING TO GO HOME NOW I LOVE YOU FATHER I LOVE YOU PLEASE SAVE ALL YOUR CHILDREN THAT ARE AWAKE AND ASLEEP PLEASE KEEP ME CLOSE TO YOU FATHER