I am so in love with a cheater. For the last 20 years, I can not say how many times with certainty, but I can say that I can't hurt any more. I am tired of the pain, and the pity/embarassment from everyone I know. My heart in shattered unrepairably, and my soul seems no longer alive. My request is for a loving relationship and marriage (he has every excuse not to get married, but I guess he does not love me or our children enough). I know you can't make someone love you, but maybe GOD can. I so do believe in miracles. I ask that almighty GOD heal my hurt and dry my tears. Today I ask for faithfullness, love, companionship, marriage, and a happily ever after from the one who stole my heart at first sight so many years ago. Thank you for reading this. May GOD bless.