I am going to ask for prayers for both myself and others.
Starting off, my job requires me to conduct employment decisions that I do not want to make. I am upset as I am more concerned about my feelings than the people involved, which is not God's way. The reason (not an excuse) is that my fiance is considering leaving me during this time. Because I've been acting on emotion, I've made issues with my friends as well. Everything is happening at once and I have not coped well. I experienced the darkest time of my life this Tuesday, so much so that it actually scared me. We have a very young son, I don't want him to have a father like me as most of the issues I'm experiencing are completely my fault. I need confidence to make this all happen the way it should.

Please pray for the individuals involved in the employment decision. I don't have a choice in whether or not to do this. Please let them find something quickly and be able to support their families.

Please pray that I will become unselfish and think about others in worse situations and pray for them instead of feeling sorry for myself.

Please pray for me to increase my confidence level and become the man I was. I am so different now that no one wants to be around me. I don't want my son or my fiance to experience that anymore.

Please pray that she stays with me. I've asked for this before, I only hope its God's will.