PLEASE HELP ME PRAY!!!! I HAVE ALREADY ENDURED A TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF PAIN AND EXTREME HARDSHIPS I BEEN MOLESTED ALL MY CHILDHOOD AND INTO MY ADULT YEARS 3-19, I HAVE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY, I HAVE BEEN ABUSED IN SOME SHAPE OR FORM BY MOST OF MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY, I AM LOSING MY CHILDREN TO THEIR SOCIOPATHIC DAD WHO CAUSED HAVOC AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED ME SO BAD I CANT FIND 1 PERSON WHO I CAN RELATE TO. I ALWAYS HAD COMPASSION FOR THE LESS FORTUNATE AND GENUINELY CARED AND TRIED TO HELP THEM AS MUCH AS I COULD..WHEN I WAS ABLE TO. AND NOW I NOTICED A BLISTER THAT LOOKS LIKE HERPES AND MY DOCTOR SAID IT DEFINITELY "LOOKS" LIKE HERPES, TODAY I TOOK A CULTURE AND I WILL GET THE RESULTS BACK IN A WEEK OR LESS. I SUFFERED SO BAD AND IN DENIAL HE WAS CHEATING..AND I GAVE HIM SO MANY CHANCES AND NOW I CALL HIM TODAY SAYING I THINK I HAVE HERPES...AND HE JUST GIVES ME THE COLD SHOULDER AND SAYS ITS NOT FROM HIM...PLEASE PRAY ITS NOT HERPES!!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE HELP THIS CANT BE...I TALK TO GOD SO MUCH AND I CANT BELIEVE AFTER ALL I GO THROUGH AND RECENTLY ALL I TALKED TO GOD ABOUT...THAT HE WOULD ALLOW THIS..I THOUGHT GOD UNDERSTOOD..THIS ISN'T JUST. PLEASE TELL GOD TO HEAL ME. THANK YOU. GOD IM SO JUST HOUNDED AND WEIGHED W/SOOO MUCH PAIN AND DEPPRSSION AND U KNOW WHAT ELSE! PLEASE HEAL ME!!!!! i been contemplating suicide as it is, now this!!!!!