i have not heard from my daughter in a while. i am scared that she does nto want me in her life. please pray that she will come down to see me and contact me. she is a christian but still has not forgiven me for things that happened in the past. it is hard and i have not forgiven myself either and feel that God is not forgiven me. i yelled at their dad alot when we were married as he cheated on me. i miss my family so much. i am trying to set goals in life to get better. please pray for me. i will be 49 next week and feel lonely and scared. i need the following prayers.
1. reunification of my family timothy, richard, rachel and paula
2. too keep my house. the mortgage may go up in november
3. too have my car still get me places
4. to get a better job closer to home with more money
5. fianancial freedom
6. to loose weight my doctor told me to loose 26 lbs
7. to get closer to God.
8. for god, timothy, rachel and richard to fogive me and for me to forgive myself for yelling and making my family nervous. i was scared as my husband was not fully into me and our marriage and kids. but i do miss being married to timothy and i forgave him, i miss being his wife, a mother, a lover and best friend. i beg of u on bended knees lord jesus to let my family forgive me and come back to me and let me be their mother again and wife again. in jesus precious name amen