i am a sophmore in High School.
i have dreams of graduating early and getting a scholarship,
going to a medical college to be a pharmacist or the head of a pharmacist.
If thats not what God wants me to do then thats fine i know he chooses things for the best of me. The problem is my grades have always been terrible since 5th grade, i was a straight A student and i became so unecessarily lazy about school. I find myself side tracking and i passed the 8th grade with all F's and an acception. I know I know its ridiculous and that is sooo unacceptable! I passed 9th grade with c's and f's and one D.
I can't do this too myself anymore!! I feel like i have a terrible inner demon that i succumb to all the time!!! it breaks my heart that i throw my future away, the lord made it so i could to an accellling online school that was supposed to help me get straight A's he even got me a computer and printer in my room to make it comfortable and convenient and there is soo much stress in my life because i trip over little things and the little-est things can destroy my mood and leave me depressed. I also want to get a job but at this rate i can't i am sooo behind this semester that i need your prayers, mine and also GODS help to get me back where i need to be and in a good place that i havent been in in so long. Thank you for reading and i appreciate all of the prayers

-God bless you all