I have posted on here before, and though it was nice to see people praying for me, things did not get better. In fact they got worse. I explained that one day the girl I was planning to marry told me she just quit loving me and left. Months have gone by and the feelings I have for her have not left. I asked for God to bring us together again and now I see she is dating someone who had known us as a couple. It hurts to see her with somebody, but it hurts even more to see her with somebody that was just waiting for her to leave me so that he could move in. I am feeling very alone and depressed. I have never known what it is like to have the thing you've prayed so passionately for come true. In my sadness and anger, I told her I could not see her anymore and bear that pain, and I am dying at the realization that we will now never see each other again. If God will not allow me to be with the girl I love, I ask that he at least heal my heart rapidly. Please give me the peace to not see her face everywhere I go. I am so frustrated that I do not ever warrant a granted prayer, and receive always the opposite of my hearts wishes. I hate to be selfish, I pray for others in need as well. But is it so wrong to want something for myself so badly?