Please pray Gary and his family will not say mean hurtful things to me when they visit tomorrow. Let God cause them to hold their tongue and say only kind things. If anything is said, pray that God protects me from it having any long term effect on me or my life. Please help them not to treat me bad.

I love you, Lord. Please be with me, I am feeling very scared and weak right now. I know I have made mistakes in the past I do not need others to bring them up. I am doing the best I can, Lord, I know you are working in my life.

I know my life don't look so great right now but in time I know it will be better because I choose to trust you. I do feel like a loser, I know it's not right but I do. Whatever happens, I am staying with you.

Kim.