Guest Wrote:John, I am praying for you...God knows what is going on [read Job 23:10]. Jesus told the centurion that it would be done just as he believed it would [read Mt 8:13]. I know it's hard, but leave the entire burden at Christ's feet and let your heavenly Father take care of you. He is your protection and intercessor. ACR.

My name is John. I would like prayer for my current situation!

I feel so rejected and abandoned...I am a totally broken man since my wife and children left me, not only left me but accused me of sexual misconduct with our children...the state has proven that it did not happen but yet they are still moving forward trying to enlighten me with 1st degree rape (6counts) and sexual exploition in the 1st degree (12 counts) using my babies baby pictures (under 17 months of age) they have enlightened me with Indecent liberties with a minor but yet yet out the 2nd degree rape charges...

My life is a living hell, I have lost my family on lies, I have lost all respect of my business partners, which in turn has all of my possessions gone. The more I pray to God the worse my life becomes, now my wife is saying she is afraid of me, I can't see that as we were together everyday for 5 years, I never raised a hand to her and she knows that so why she is saying this I have no idea, we were about to move to Raleigh into a 6800 sq. foot home and put our two children into private school and now I can't even afford a ham sandwich.

I am not a bitter person, and yet it seems as though God has turned his back on me too...he knows full well this did not happen. What is the purpose of allowing all of this because our goals and dreams were far and above the world's expectations of life? I have given my last dollars to ministries thinking it was the money that caused this...all I ever wanted was to provide a beautiful life for my wife and children.

I am afraid to ask you to pray for me as I do not know if I can handle any more of this as it gets worse each and every time I pray to God. You are more in tuned with God than I so i will leave it to you as what should be done.

I pray that if this does not stop that he just take me home or let the other guy take me as my life is not worth living without my family! These 5 months without them feels worth than death so death at this moment doesn't scare me anymore. I do not know what direction to go in as my life was planned out with my wife and children. I know I worked allot but I did it from home so I could be present with my family maybe that was it...I wish God had never given me the ability to make so much money to attain what we had attained as I always strove for bigger and the best for my beautiful family. I never had anything including love when I was little so I wanted to make sure my children and wife had it all. She is not asking for money, a divorce or a separation NOTHING?

She or her mother has a no contact order against me until August 20th of this year??? I have learned she is working as a cocktail waitress and living in a 2 bedroom apartment 1 bath with her mother with my two children, WHY, she had a 5400 sq. foot house (that she picked out) maid service, unlimited bank accounts...did not have to work...so all of this has me baffled and extremely hurt on every level...I can't imagine her in a place like that, or working in a place like that, that rips my heart out...I feel as though a big part of me has died and been ripped out.

I go Feb. 23rd to learn my fate about the ridiculous charges above, oh, and I was locked up on Feb. 2nd again for telling the Mother-n-law that I loved my wife and to kiss the babies for me...Oh God...I have spent 66 days in jail because of this and lost my life, my wife, my children and my self respect for the world and God. Please do what you think is best as I do not want to ask for prayer as I have nothing left to give except my life...John