Lilliana,
Stay strong. As i have replied to others on this site in need of marriage restoration, What God has joined together let no man put asunder (Mk 10:9) pray for others on this site who are in need and those who are desiring marriage restoration as well. God will do for you what you do for others. Also go to http://www.cprmarriageministry.org and http://www.faithandmarriage.com. These are great websites run by Christians who are dedicated to restoration of marriage even under the most impossible circumstances. You will be amazed at the testimonies of couples who marriages were restored. They have great scriptural prayers you can pray and you can stand in the gap with other men and women who are believing for God to restore their marriages. Hope this helps some. Your husband will come back home if you don't give up. The power of God and prayer is greater than any pull of any outsider in your marriage.
In Christ's Love,
joelle