I am going through a breakup. I loved him, and he just left. He still says he loves me. Years together and he is done. He is just acting like I am nothing; no emotion. Divides up our romantic things that we never used so he can use them with someone else. I gave him everything I had and loved him with all my heart. Patient through his moods.

I haven't cut myself in three years. Tonight I am holding the razor blades. I don't want to, but I can't take this pain anymore. I have prayed, and God has forgotten me. I know people say that we don't know God's plan, but I just lost everything. What has my faith gotten me?

I pray that God can help stop this pain, because I am dying inside and just want to make myself hurt more than my boyfriend is hurting me.