My name is Brian.

I wanted some help from some people who can help me pray. I want to be honest, I lost her because I lost my way. I lost focus of who I was, I'm slowly regaining and becoming who I was before I met her. Here name is Alicia She meant everything to me in what I always wanted in my life, a beautiful, smart and loving woman. I didn't appreciate her at the time and I know that now. As we have been away from each for 4 months, I realize more and more what I could have done better. I see other woman and none compare to the love I had for her in my heart and soul. I am so heartbroken and strong at the same time. She has the most beautiful blue eyes and smile, and a heart of gold. I waited for her seven months after our first kiss to be united, it was the happiest day of my life, because I knew we would be together again. Now she's gone and angry with me. I do not blame her, I really messed up. Please pray for Brian and Alicia to open our hearts, to make her see that I truly was a good man who just messed up and to make us stronger for each other. I lost her because I woke up one morning filled with anger towards her for her lies, and I should have just told her how I felt, instead I broke her heart. Yes, I suffered for what I did, the lie wasn't that big of a deal. I love you Alicia. I'm very sorry...

I will finally let her go after this post to be happy. No matter how painful it will be, I just want to see her happy as well!