Good morning. I am coming to you to ask for your prayers for my new relationship to be blessed. This is the first time in many years that I have felt such a connection with someone. I have been lonely for so long that it scares me now to think that I may lose this person from my life. I know that I should have more faith, and I have prayed for that to change within myself. I have been in and out of relationships looking for someone to love me, but never in my adult life have I felt truly loved by anyone outside of my immediate family. I've cried many nights feeling that maybe I was just un-lovable and destined to spend my life alone. I've pretended to others to be happy and secure in being alone, but I am not. I'm hurting very badly and longing to be loved. I recently met a wonderful man who has made me feel more special than I ever have in the short time that I've known him. For his privacy, I will call him "E". He feels like my soulmate in every way. We even share the same birthday! He is very attentive, which is something I have never had before. But if he gets busy with other things, or goes more than a few hours without calling, or even sounds the slightest bit distracted over the phone, I feel myself beginning to panic. I'm constantly making up reasons for why he can't possibly love me, even though I know deep down they are not real. I've been trying very hard to hide my insecurty from him, but I'm terrified that I am going to sabbotage what we have because of my fears. I've been praying for someone like him to come into my life for so very long. Now I have found him, but I'm too scared to allow myself to be happy. Please pray for me that this relationship will continue to strengthen and be blessed, and that this pain and anxiety will be released from my heart and my faith increased. Your prayers are very much appreciated. Thank you and God bless you all!