If it isn't one thing it's another... if I am bothering you tonight, please forgive me... but this also has went down within minutes of calling the ambulance for my father earlier...

I am stuck between conflict from both my mom and my dad's sides of the family at this moment... This is with my last prayer request about my dad being in the hospital again tonight...

It's a very long story that I do not feel to tell at this moment because I am seriously in tears having this going on and having the family choosing sides for each other... and I'm stuck in the middle and I don't know who to believe anymore... One of my dad's sisters is calling my mom evil and nasty to my father, saying she's trying to kill him herself by making him worry and upset a lot, when my mom is doing everything in her power to help him ... otherwise he'd be dead right now. My dad's other sister is trying to comfort my mother but telling her what could be going on in my dad's head... my mom's mother (my grandmother) is trying to comfort my mom in all she can... Me? ...I'm stuck because I'm hearing everything... and I do not know who to believe anymore... from either side of the family...

We all need your prayers, especially myself... I'm torn inside and out with the turmoil I've been going through all this week and this adds more gasoline to the fire and I am about to lose control... please help me... please help us all... I will give details later but right now I just want to scream in defeat and agony... I'm getting pulled left and right and I'm trying to be the peacemaker in all of this, just to get pulled from one side to the next... and now it's tearing our family apart, even with dad's illness right now... I am ready to lose control... and I cannot take this burden anymore... I cannot take this load that I cannot lift for myself... please... I need divine intervention and prayer right at this moment... I cannot take it anymore... I JUST CAN'T!