My life is in ruins. I don't know if my wife will remain faithful. She says she wants a divorce. She claims she still loves me but is having trouble moving on past a sin I committed in the past. No it's not adultery although I recently learned she committed adultery 3 years ago. I'm having trouble moving on also. I haven't had sex with my wife in nearly 6 months and she says she won't. I have 3 beautiful children at home that miss me. My wife doesn't believe in church anymore after a church did her wrong and now she's turning to alcohol. I don't know how much more I can take. I just want to die. Please God help me or kill me.