Today I have done nothing but sleep all day... It's 7:25pm here and I just woke up from sleeping. I haven't even eaten breakfast because I didn't know I would wake up THIS late... I feel like sleeping this last day of 2010 away. I don't really have a New Years Resolution because every time I try to make one, I break it the next day. So my resolution is to not make one at all.

The only thing I want to keep doing is keep praying for my desires to be granted this 2011... 2010 has been nothing but trouble and I am so glad it's finally ending... but to me right now, 2011 is nothing but trying to pick up the pieces that 2010 has broken and shattered for me, not to start over or start anew. Please Lord, take my troubles away... and fulfill my desires this 2011... they mean my life and as you can see, I am nothing without them now. I've been battered emotionally and mentally... like my life isn't worth anything right now... all I really want are the desires of my heart fulfilled... they are not sinful at all, as I'm praying for the people I love more than I am even praying for myself. Without those 3 people (mom, dad, and my exboyfriend), I don't have anyone. Literally I do not. So please Lord... I feel alone with these people... Please fulfill my desires this 2011... I just hope this year goes well because 2010 was nothing but trouble and Hell on Earth for me, mentally and emotionally... In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.

And happy new year to the rest of you here.

~Mel-S