God, you know where my heart lies and you know all of my prayers! I am losing faith God. Please grant me the strenght to hold onto you! All I want is for my husband & I to restore our marriage and end this separation. I need him Lord, you built him for me God, I know it, but I just need you to help him realize it. Please give him the maturity & wisdom to committ to me & his son whole-heartedly. Life is not guaranteed & please grant him insight to see that. God, I ask that his parents see that they are only enabling him to be dependant on them and not me...his wife! God, I really need a breakthrought here. I feel like I am slowly giving up & I cant do anymore. Please grant us a better communication & understanding of 1 another. Please build our marriage up out of an image of your love. Please restore faith in my husband. Please restore love, happiness, peace & honesty back into our marriage! God I am crying out to you...I cant do anymore...please God answer my prayers! Amen