It would be so much easier if the manifestation was to be in the Heavens, I wouldn't have to fight my human nature of doubt. I could rest in this, and know that it is well.

But when I asked God to guide me to what I should do, I was prompted to this scripture:

2And the LORD answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.

3For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.

I know that you may not believe me, but I humbly asked God for guidance. I didn't want to publish a book where I could not present it to people with an answer. I would only be publishing a book that made the Lord seem like a liar. I CAN'T DO THAT. I could have just been content to write in my little prayer journal.

The book has to be published, because According to the scripture, it has to be PLAIN FOR PEOPLE TO READ IT. HIS VISION IS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN, HIS REVELATION HAS TO COME TO PASS. I'm no biblical scholar. I'm not trained in this, I am just a man that has been through a lot, and I have many adversaries that laugh when I say that I heard the Lord speak to me, and rescue me. I am in a position that I am forced to wait for God to release the final chapter of this book.

It's like I am putting God's reputation on the line. I finished writing on Monday December 20th 2010. But I won't publish anything until God tells me to.