Thank you Jesus....Thank You Lord for all the prayers that have been sent to me. I know you are always there for me and I know you are the reason why I am still here. Thank you everyone for your loving kindness. I really need it right now. Thank you! This is helping me alot. I continuously pray....everyday...I prayed everyday anyway before this happened.

I still can not understand why this happened because I was happy and I was content and we had a great relationship??? I am so confused and hurt by this? I don't understand? I keep asking God ...what happened, what got me to this place? But I continue to thank the Lord for his glory and for him being in my life and praying for strength to keep going anyway. Past the tears and the fears....that I shouldn't have.