I have had relationships with guys in the past and thought I loved a few of them. Then when I became a committed Chrisitan about 8 years ago I had to break off with a guy who was a Muslim. I really thought he loved me and I thought I loved him too. I last saw him about 5 years ago. We briefly got back together and he lied to me as he had a girlfriend then who was pregnant. When I found out she was pregnant with their child I found it difficult to forgive him for lieing to me and also was angry with myself for putting myself in that situation. I have continued to walk with the Lord but feel tainted with this situation. Please pray for me that I can move on. I am still single. A few Christian guys have asked me out but I have been hurt again. I really need God to heal me and if it is God's will for me to marry then I really need His confirmation and blessing in this area of my life as there was a lot of damage done. Lord have mercy, Christ have mercy, in Jesus name, Amen.