What else can I do besides ask for you to speak plead with God on my behalf?

God used to love me. Now in my darkest years He will not even speak to me or lead me or tell me what must change. I've never had a wife, I have no job, I have no future in this life. Even my church has been taken from me. For other people, these are struggles which one holds onto God throughout. For me, it seems permanent punishment, since He will not even fellowship with me or even speak to me. And I am worse off now than when I came to Him 23 years ago.

Pleae pray that God will choose to love me again, be in my life again, and speak to me.